For context - I wrote that to my neighborhood today.
Kate Brown has extended her state of emergency for, as I said, the 4-5th time since March, with no real end to her tyranny - people even are applauding her for this and saying that it is saving lives. Last I checked, more people are losing their homes, their sanity and committing suicide at a rate we have never seen in the US however, as long as Grandpa/Grandma get to see their grandchildren in 2025, all is good.
I am completely at the breaking point and it seems that no amount of prayer is easing my heart and mind to all of this - I don't understand God's reasoning in all of this, but I know there is. I have never contemplated the thought of suicide, but I have gotten to the point of just giving up really doing anything to better my own future in this state.
I continuously pray not only for the state of Oregon, but the US as a whole and pray each time that God give each person in these political powers wisdom to do the right thing, but alas, the opposite seems to occur here in Oregon.
Some days I think that I would be better off just moving to a state that is fully open and starting over and taking whatever I have in my bank and living free. I can't imagine ever being able to get back to normal this year as it seems her tyrannical reign in Oregon is appreciated by the loud and obnoxious majority.
For context - I wrote that to my neighborhood today.
Kate Brown has extended her state of emergency for, as I said, the 4-5th time since March, with no real end to her tyranny - people even are applauding her for this and saying that it is saving lives. Last I checked, more people are losing their homes, their sanity and committing suicide at a rate we have never seen in the US however, as long as Grandpa/Grandma get to see their grandchildren in 2025, all is good.
I am completely at the breaking point and it seems that no amount of prayer is easing my heart and mind to all of this - I don't understand God's reasoning in all of this, but I know there is. I have never contemplated the thought of suicide, but I have gotten to the point of just giving up really doing anything to better my own future in this state.
I continuously pray not only for the state of Oregon, but the US as a whole and pray each time that God give each person in these political powers wisdom to do the right thing, but alas, the opposite seems to occur here in Oregon.
Some days I think that I would be better off just moving to a state that is fully open and starting over and taking whatever I have in my bank and living free. I can't imagine ever being able to get back to normal this year as it seems her tyrannical reign in Oregon is appreciated by the loud and obnoxious majority.