My thinking too.... the header to my post was meant as one of support for those currently struggling with depression, substance abuse and hopelessness. To tell them that it's a weight the Redeemer with carry for each and every one of them. But yes you are so right. Jesus of Nazareth, not only was and is real, he was also as you say a monumental badass. He was the very first Deplorable (of the Roman Empire) a radical who preached love and faith and was seen as a huge threat when more and more early Christians flocked to him. Faith in him is so nuanced and forever evolving there is no end to it. A gift that forever gives. Thank you for taking the time to witness to your faith. It was soul affirming.