You will never be a real woman. You have no womb, you have no ovaries, you have no eggs. You are a homosexual man twisted by drugs and surgery into a crude mockery of nature’s perfection.
All the “validation” you get is two-faced and half-hearted. Behind your back people mock you. Your parents are disgusted and ashamed of you, your “friends” laugh at your ghoulish appearance behind closed doors.
Men are utterly repulsed by you. Thousands of years of evolution have allowed men to sniff out frauds with incredible efficiency. Even trannies who “pass” look uncanny and unnatural to a man. Your bone structure is a dead giveaway. And even if you manage to get a drunk guy home with you, he’ll turn tail and bolt the second he gets a whiff of your diseased, infected axe wound.
You will never be happy. You wrench out a fake smile every single morning and tell yourself it’s going to be ok, but deep inside you feel the depression creeping up like a weed, ready to crush you under the unbearable weight.
Eventually it’ll be too much to bear - you’ll buy a rope, tie a noose, put it around your neck, and plunge into the cold abyss. Your parents will find you, heartbroken but relieved that they no longer have to live with the unbearable shame and disappointment. They’ll bury you with a headstone marked with your birth name, and every passerby for the rest of eternity will know a man is buried there. Your body will decay and go back to the dust, and all that will remain of your legacy is a skeleton that is unmistakably male.
This is your fate. This is what you chose. There is no turning back.
** morbid thoughts here, don't read if it might disturb you.
I'd be curious to know how they (the gender imposters/trans) commit suicide.
Statistically when a woman commits suicide they prefer certain methods. Poisoning, pills, slit wrists. It's generally thought they do so in a way where their bodies can remain "beautiful", i.e. in a manner that preserves their body. On the other side, men are more efficient; they statistically men hang themselves, put a bullet in their skull, or take a dive off of a tall building or bridge. The state they leave their bodies matters less than the quickness of their death.
This is why I'd be curious to see the statistics on the method of suicide trannies use.
Do they continue with the charade that they are women during their final moments by using methods most women employ, or do they finally realize that they ruined God's canvas that was their bodies and decide to smash it completely by ensuring there can be no open casket?
Interesting post, and question.