its gotten so bad that i cant bring myself to do the things i used to love.. i seriously can not watch any sports i used to be passionatr about, cant watch highlights on sportscenter, cant play golf because its cold and rainy every day, cant enjoy a beer at a bar with friends, cant pick up the guitar and learn something new. i just sit on here all day and seethe.... drinking more than ever which isnt helping.. almost out of ammo $... we are in deep shit. we need to organize and do what needs to be done or all will be lost