How long have you all been awake? It's been about 8-9 months for me since i've found out how fucked up and depraved the world truly is. I couldn't imagine what it must have been like for people who have known all this stuff since 9/11. How have you dealt with it? How has it effected your personal lives? Have there been any benefits? and lastly, how the flying fuck have you not offed yourselves? Because Christ almighty this has been a heavy burden to deal with alone. All my friends and family think i'm going nuts, it's forcing me to become a bit of a recluse, and it sucks complete ass.
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2014 pede. And there’s no going back to sleep once you’re awake. It is extremely frustrating and I get it. Ive sometimes wished I could go back to being a fucking libtard and live in ignorance. It’s especially difficult when you see how clown world is spiraling out of control. I just “deal with it.” Find pleasant distractions and don’t bury yourself in the shit. Being awake is liberating while at the same time a burden on the mind. I started my own spiritual journey and grew closer to God this year after years of resisting it. This new found knowledge is a blessing and also a curse. Don’t get all consumed by it. God bless.
Almost 5 years here, kinda woke up after 9/11 but didn't go into the real truth until nov of 2016. Found God, that's really the only thing that I believe helped me make it. I cry occasionally but I try to keep my head up. I just keep researching and finding out as much truth as I can. This is been going on since the beginning of time, I have my doubts there is anyone coming to save us or that this world will ever be rid of these monsters. I just know where my line was and now that its been crossed I have a plan for myself and my family and will live the best life I can until I die. The truth will wreck you, but at least more people are awake. Years ago everyone thought I was crazy, they've now come to me recently and apologized and told me they see it now and ask how I knew. Educate others, wake more people up. Thats the only way out of this. It's us. Its only us and its only ever been us that can stop it. Pray, pray all the time, ask for relief. Take a break when needed. I don't know how deep you are into things but I've moved past current info and I am now on hidden history. God bless you and If you need anything, there are those who are here watching and willing to help. Always.
I think i'm as deep as anyone can get haha. I was never religious beforehand, I now wear a crucifix and have a bible beside my bed. I'm a completely different person.
same I live in a different reality than most. Although it seems everyones catching up quickly so now I dont feel alone.
I thought I was awake when I got into conservative inc. Saw through the leftist lies I was told in school, voted for an outsider politician. And to be fair, I was a little bit awake
But last year was the time I saw a level of ugly and stupid that changed my opinion on almost every political issue. And broke my faith in both man and country