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posted ago by TrumanBlack ago by TrumanBlack +14 / -0

The idea of using a helium mask just circles my mind all the time, Only thing stopping me is the dear of God and what he'll do to me

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redcord 6 points ago +6 / -0

You believe in God. Read Revelation to see how this all ends. God, the Creator of all things, is always fantastically victorious!

Fear and faith cannot share the same space. Pray for faith, for strength and for absolute belief in God's perfect plan for YOUR LIFE. Satan is the lying murderer who tells us that dying is better than living. The Holy Spirit will help you; please pray, like King David, and cry out to your creator now.

Read the Bible from cover to cover, from Genesis to Revelation. You will be truly amazed how God will change you while you read His love letter to you, the Bible.

Love and hugs, fren.

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TrumanBlack [S] 4 points ago +4 / -0

Thank you fren. sending love your way ✨✨

I saw god and before heaven he judged people to enter heaven or to be condemned. To be purified and walk for centuries. I've seen it and I'm scared of God.

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redcord 5 points ago +5 / -0

"The sheep hear his voice, and he calls his own sheep by name and leads them out. When he has brought out all his own, he goes before them, and the sheep follow him, for they know his voice. A stranger they will not follow, but they will flee from him, for they do not know the voice of strangers... The thief (Satan) comes only to steal and kill and destroy. I came that they may have life and have it abundantly. I am the good shepherd (Christ). The good shepherd lays down his life for the sheep." John 10:1-11

Do not be scared by your Father who created you and loves you.

"Be strong and courageous. Do not fear or be in dread of them, for it is the LORD your God who goes with you. He will not leave you or forsake you." Deuteronomy 31:6

Pedes, stay united until the very glorious end!

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DrinkLikeAGilmore 6 points ago +6 / -0

Please don't. What are some hobbies you enjoy or one you have always wanted to learn? Start doing those instead.

I will keep you in my prayers, u/TrumanBlack

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TrumanBlack [S] 3 points ago +3 / -0

It's not like that, I just have so many things to do, I have to tolerate abuse, there's no compassion and I can't escape this.. so why live? I don't want money, a family, I'm just in pain and I don't want it anymore. And if I do it God will judge me and condemn me into a fire. You see? There's no scape.

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redcord 5 points ago +5 / -0

We are all in pain and do not want this anymore. Do you realize you just paraphrased a Bible verse?

"For we know that the whole creation has been groaning together in the pains of childbirth until now. And not only creation, but we ourselves, who have the firstfruits of the Spirit, groan inwardly as we wait eagerly for adoption as sons, the redemption of our bodies. For in this hope we were saved. Now hope that is seen is not hope. For who hopes for what he sees? But if we hope for what we do not see, we wait for it with patience. Likewise, the Spirit helps us in our weakness. For we do not know what to pray for as we ought, but the Spirit himself intercedes for us with groanings too deep for words..." Romans 8:22-26

"The fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom, and the knowledge of the Holy One is insight." Proverbs 9:10

God knows what is happening and, as described in Revelation, justice is coming.

Hang in there, pede! We are all hanging in there together!

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TrumanBlack [S] 5 points ago +5 / -0

Thank you for this Pede.

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DrinkLikeAGilmore 1 point ago +1 / -0

What do you mean you HAVE to tolerate abuse? So many things to do?

Please reach out to a close family member, friend, or someone local you trust. You NEED to let them know you are struggling. Call a local SMALL church and speak to the pastor.

Falling for the lies satan is whispering in your ears will NOT take away your pain. Ending your life doesn't make the pain end, at all. Don't even GO there.

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TrumanBlack [S] 1 point ago +1 / -0

And sometimes you have to tolerate abuse cus there's no way out. And sometimes you have so many things to do you can't live just work

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TrumanBlack [S] 1 point ago +1 / -0

Well I don't have anyone... that's why I had to post it on here. But it really helped me to hear you guys, especialmente redcord.

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zippy2 6 points ago +6 / -0

Nature walks work surprisingly well when I get this way. Leaving the phone at home

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TrumanBlack [S] 4 points ago +4 / -0

Thank you Ill go out tomorrow

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TheOutlawPepeWales 4 points ago +4 / -0

Hang in there brother. You may not think you can bear the pain of life, but you can. And perhaps that's the real horror of it. I've lived in constant agony (from a severe spinal injury) for the last 25 years, and God only knows how many more lie ahead of me, so I know the struggle you face and the despair that haunts you. I won't blow smoke up your ass - you may not be able to escape the ordeals that have been set before you. That's just the way it is sometimes. When that idea starts circling your mind you need to find something else to occupy your time. Get over being a sugar cookie and keep moving forward. You're stronger than you can imagine, but you're not going to find any hope staring into the abyss. Though the cross you bear may weigh heavily upon your weary soul, there's no need to rush the inevitable. This life is short and the comfort of the grave will still be there for you at the end. I know you wish to be free of this burden, and I would take it upon my own shoulders if I could, but sometimes there's nothing you can do but put one foot in front of the other and keep on keepin' on...

"I have told you all this so that you may have peace in me. Here on earth you will have many trials and sorrows. But take heart, because I have overcome the world." - John 16:33

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LiNeH19843 3 points ago +3 / -0

Said

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TrumanBlack [S] 2 points ago +2 / -0

Thank you

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tacoBear -3 points ago +1 / -4

I've researched these methods and found that the inert gas-exist bag method to be cumbersome and unreliable. Carbon monoxide is far more lethal. Either that, or full suspension (if you have sturdy anchor point and tall celings) or Nembutal. Nembutal is the best, but very hard to source. You can get caught and pay hefty fines to the government or rot in prison for long time in the worst cases. For me, Carbon Monocide or full suspension is the way to go.

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redcord 2 points ago +2 / -0

"For I know the plans I have for you, declares the LORD, plans for welfare and not for evil, to give you a future and a hope. Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me, and I will hear you. You will seek me and find me, when you seek me with all your heart. I will be found by you, declares the LORD..." Jeremiah 29:11-14