And I am turning off phone so she thinks I am dead stupid fucking cunt goodnight I will go fucking sleep at park or something I can’t take this fucking shit anymore
It gets better, sibling. Listen to me: Apply yourself, to yourself. Love yourself. Become strong in mind, body & spirit. Get the Bible, IN AUDIO, from James through Revelation into your ears nightly, multiple versions & work on where you want to be in 5 years. That means work on self sufficiency & strong, right-minded relationships with good people. You will succeed when you apply yourself in these ways. You will annihilate anyone who crosses you with facts or by cutting them out of your life & owning them for bullying or harassment or anything else whenever they do anything in retaliation for you becoming above them.
It gets better, sibling. Listen to me: Apply yourself, to yourself. Love yourself. Become strong in mind, body & spirit. Get the Bible, IN AUDIO, from James through Revelation into your ears nightly, multiple versions & work on where you want to be in 5 years. That means work on self sufficiency & strong, right-minded relationships with good people. You will succeed when you apply yourself in these ways. You will annihilate anyone who crosses you with facts or by cutting them out of your life & owning them for bullying or harassment or anything else whenever they do anything in retaliation for you becoming above them.
Genesis through Revelation :)
For sure, though, a good place for a person to start is James. Especially right now.