Glad to hear it and I mean every word. It sure is easy to sit here on my bed and write a high energy post, but I know my strength and will can fail so easily. I know how liable I am to give in and quit under my own strength.
But I know God grants a strength like any unseen. I don't wish for a life that tests that, but I do long to be closer to him... despite my crappy diligence in connecting with him daily.
But it really does feel like this country is on the verge of a revival. I think we're right on the edge of a huge moment. There's a very real spiritual war going on right now and it's no promise that the USA will survive it as we know it. But I pray it does.
Still, even if this nation wakes up, what of our enemies? 10 years ago I broke a promise to my best friend to join the marines. I'm just a year too old to join now, but who knows, if our near peers decide they want world war round 3, I just might be able to keep that promise.
I don't know what is coming, so don't know when, I don't know what to do exactly or how to prepare or plan for it perfectly. But I do know God is in charge and my role is to do my best to follow His lead. He always has the plan and he will ultimately win. But how many people will die, how much freedom will be lost and where will we be when this next battle is done is only known by him.
By myself I'm scared, I've cried for the mess we're in. I have mourned for those who seem so lost in lies of the media that they attack their own family by calling them racist. But God always has salvation if they want it. So perhaps you and I will one day be in the gulags, perhaps the military is in control, perhaps this is all a plan to buy time to position military assets for WW3, perhaps there's a super weapon spies are trying to locate before the world is told we're at war. Hell if I know. But I do know, we were out here, born into this time, to fight the war in a specific way. Just as a general plans his troop movements, so does God position us for maximal effect. So what a time to be alive, I'm greatful for it, even if some stupid evil people cut it short. Then I die well knowing that I had the highest honor of fighting in the only army that can say it fights along side the Creator of the universe, God's army.
I just hope OUR military is aligned with God's army.
Glad to hear it and I mean every word. It sure is easy to sit here on my bed and write a high energy post, but I know my strength and will can fail so easily. I know how liable I am to give in and quit under my own strength.
But I know God grants a strength like any unseen. I don't wish for a life that tests that, but I do long to be closer to him... despite my crappy diligence in connecting with him daily.
But it really does feel like this country is on the verge of a revival. I think we're right on the edge of a huge moment. There's a very real spiritual war going on right now and it's no promise that the USA will survive it as we know it. But I pray it does.
Still, even if this nation wakes up, what of our enemies? 10 years ago I broke a promise to my best friend to join the marines. I'm just a year too old to join now, but who knows, if our near peers decide they want world war round 3, I just might be able to keep that promise.
I don't know what is coming, so don't know when, I don't know what to do exactly or how to prepare or plan for it perfectly. But I do know God is in charge and my role is to do my best to follow His lead. He always has the plan and he will ultimately win. But how many people will die, how much freedom will be lost and where will we be when this next battle is done is only known by him.
By myself I'm scared, I've cried for the mess we're in. I have mourned for those who seem so lost in lies of the media that they attack their own family by calling them racist. But God always has salvation if they want it. So perhaps you and I will one day be in the gulags, perhaps the military is in control, perhaps this is all a plan to buy time to position military assets for WW3, perhaps there's a super weapon spies are trying to locate before the world is told we're at war. Hell if I know. But I do know, we were out here, born into this time, to fight the war in a specific way. Just as a general plans his troop movements, so does God position us for maximal effect. So what a time to be alive, I'm greatful for it, even if some stupid evil people cut it short. Then I die well knowing that I had the highest honor of fighting in the only army that can say it fights along side the Creator of the universe, God's army.
I just hope OUR military is aligned with God's army.