She's saying she willed herself into hating white people.

Shes a retard who is too stupid to realize that she has been manipulated into that hatred by exposing herself to a lifetime of indoctrination into jewish ways of thinking via Hollywood and the public school system. The jewish inferiority complex gets passed on to every self identified minority, thats why they call it "identity politics". If she was a genuinely thinking person who was able to develop her own opinions then she wouldn't be treating that PhD she received from the racist white university system as a badge of honor.