You are basically where I was about 4 years ago. And that's fine... There's a guy named Kevin Macdonald who wrote a book called the culture of critique a few years back. Anyway, I always assumed it was just "anti semite" stuff until I got the audio version of it. He is absolutely hated by the ADL. There is another guy who recently did a thorough review on this book who I'll drop the 7min link (part 1) and you can listen to it if you want. If not, no biggie. Sometimes you have to forget everything you know and look at shit objectively and see if there is any merrit to it.
https://archive.org/details/CultureOfCritiqueForNormiesPartIIIJewsAndTheLeft_201803/Culture+of+Critique+for+Normies+-+Part+I+-+Replacing+Race+in+Anthropology.mp4
You are basically where I was about 4 years ago. And that's fine... There's a guy named Kevin Macdonald who wrote a book called the culture of critique a few years back. Anyway, I always assumed it was just "anti semite" stuff until I got the audio version of it. He is absolutely hated by the ADL. There is another guy who recently did a thorough review on this book who I'll drop the 7min link (part 1) and you can listen to it if you want. If not, no biggie. Sometimes you have to forget everything you know and look at shit objectively and see if there is any merrit to it. https://archive.org/details/CultureOfCritiqueForNormiesPartIIIJewsAndTheLeft_201803/Culture+of+Critique+for+Normies+-+Part+I+-+Replacing+Race+in+Anthropology.mp4