The urges are coming stronger and I'm in fear my sober streak is going to end.
I'm a single male in my early 30s and I'm so used to going out to the bars on Saturdays... where do you meet women? How do you fight the urge to drink? Who do you talk to? I've alienated many people, both with my drinking and my politics, so I tend to become so detached...
I struggle with a love of bourbon.
I get up every morning at 6am to run in my body armor, then go to my gym to swim.
It is the ONLY thing that keeps me in line. I drink too often, but not too much.