Do you believe in god? If so, why? And how do you go about starting to pray? I often have a hard time believing, and well, to be honest, through life experiences, I've never seen a snake talk, I've never seen a man walk on water, I've never seen a ghost or spirit, ive never heard from god or received a sign that ive recognized, so you can see why it's hard for me to believe. Now metaphorically maybe, but how does one justify a book that sounds like a fairy tale. Idk I think I'm just lost a bit. I want to understand, really, and maybe I just hope that there's a place I can be with all my loved ones when all of this is over. I feel good and bad, i know right from wrong yet sometimes for lack of judgment i do the wrong. I just can't help but feel there is a negative and positive force. So it always makes me question. I know this probably isn't the best place to ask but maybe someone here can help out.