It means that this past weekend, I realized that I will be comfortable with basically pulling out of society if I need to. I'm OK with everything that entails - no more vacations away from home, no more air travel, no more concerts, no more patronizing establishments that require the vax or a mask. I'm ok never seeing family members in person if they are uncomfortable. I'm ok with being shunned. I'm done with all of it. My own health is more important than "protecting others" and doing what the government tells me to do.