I come from an amazing family. My parents are still together. I want to have beautiful babies to raise Christian and conservative. I worry breaking up wit this guy will mean I lose my shot at having a family, since eating here is so hard.
I’m close to being engaged, however it’s increasingly harder imagining being married to and raising children with a liberal husband. I can’t leave California and I fear finding a conservative man is impossible here. I just feel so sad and lost.