I know it will be terrible. In fact when I was a child i would have recurring nightmares about the flash out the window, getting up to see wtf that was, seeing the mushroom cloud and thinking my God no one else in the room knows what is coming and then a split second later being melted and torn apart before waking in a cold sweat. It was always on my mind, i was scared shitless of the idea of ww3 with nukes flying. Now after having lived a full life i have zero fear about seeing a mushroom cloud rising up over the skyline. I dont know what to make of it. Maybe i'm just tired of clown world and want to return home?