So sorry ?Hash through those emotions now but don’t hang on to the bitterness and anger. It’ll turn your soul dark and make you look out into the world with a troubled lens which will make your future painful too. You know there was a baby there and you’d have taken care of him (or her!) You’ve got too much good insight and too good of a heart to not find someone who will appreciate you and love and cherish you and your future kids. Hang in there. Time heals. Saying prayers for you and your little one. ❤️