The thing about addictions, having worked with some people closely to get them off cigarettes -- you get good at quitting. So keep trying. Eventually you'll get it. And if you revert -- why, you already know how to quit so just do it again.
You do need friends who will support you. You also need God. I'm not saying you need AA, but you do need help through this. If you could handle it yourself, it wouldn't be a problem.
The thing about addictions, having worked with some people closely to get them off cigarettes -- you get good at quitting. So keep trying. Eventually you'll get it. And if you revert -- why, you already know how to quit so just do it again.
You do need friends who will support you. You also need God. I'm not saying you need AA, but you do need help through this. If you could handle it yourself, it wouldn't be a problem.
I'm praying for you sister!
Godspeed!