My whole life, I’ve been a San Francisco/Los Angeles Liberal Arts person with jobs that have shaggy rugs, and you bring your dog into work.
I’m the typical black rimmed liberal glasses person. You’d never expect me to be Conservative unless you saw me at home in my Kanye/Trump shirt.
I’ve always hated kids, and people who had them. But now that I’m redpilled, even going to Church sometimes, I feel like I’m kind of obligated to have one. Like if I don’t I did something bad. Los Angeles would be a crazy place to raise kids but people do it all the time.
Sometimes I think I’m not naturally conservative, but I am because of how crazy liberals are, so therefore it’s ok to not have one.
I do really like conservative values, but at the same time my lifestyle is so different. It’s odd.
Bah, don't be so hard on yourself. Kids are resilient beings. When/if you do have children, you'll be amazed at how closely they start to model their lives after yours. Not because they're "brainwashed", but because they truly do admire you and seek to imitate you, for better or worse.
There's a sense of pride and love from being a parent that is like nothing else in this world. If you open your heart to it! Unfortunately, I know people who have not allowed themselves to be affected much by their children, and that's very sad in my view. They're missing out!