My whole life, I’ve been a San Francisco/Los Angeles Liberal Arts person with jobs that have shaggy rugs, and you bring your dog into work.
I’m the typical black rimmed liberal glasses person. You’d never expect me to be Conservative unless you saw me at home in my Kanye/Trump shirt.
I’ve always hated kids, and people who had them. But now that I’m redpilled, even going to Church sometimes, I feel like I’m kind of obligated to have one. Like if I don’t I did something bad. Los Angeles would be a crazy place to raise kids but people do it all the time.
Sometimes I think I’m not naturally conservative, but I am because of how crazy liberals are, so therefore it’s ok to not have one.
I do really like conservative values, but at the same time my lifestyle is so different. It’s odd.
You're not obligated to have a kid. You're only now beginning to wake up, to see how much you've been lied to your whole life, especially living in south CA. Give yourself time to explore this new world you've found and to really start to dig into it. There's a lot to learn, and making a decision this early on probably isn't the best time. Give yourself some time to figure things out!