I went out shopping (NOT grocery) tonight and it's the best I've felt in weeks. Do not let fear win.
Until they close Target I'm going to try to feel as normal as possible. It helps. I bought a beautiful dress I have no place to wear and it felt amazing.
I went to Lowe's and bought a trailer hitch, got a uhaul and made runs to the landfill all day today. Fuck the lockdown do what you want. You're an American.