I didn't go the transsexual route originally because I didn't want to make changes to my body I could regret later. Heck, I hate tattoos for this reason.
I figured I'd go far enough to make the pain stop. Occasional crossdressing was enough.
Years later, I had a therapist who tried to push me to go farther. That gave me a stronger hit of dysphoria than any other time of my life.
And after I got married and had my second daughter... a lot of the desire just... went away.
I also learned about the idea of Autogynphelia which is taboo in the trans circles. It means a man who gets aroused by the idea of becoming a woman, a sort of fetish. It sounds sick on one hand. But which is easier to deal being a man with a certain fetish than a "woman trapped in a man's body." Okay, so I liked dressing as a woman whereas other men liked redheads with ponytails. Whatever.
Maybe I'm getting older, or maybe its being a father. My sex drive dropped a bit, which brings other problems. But a lot of things I found repulsive about myself just don't bother me as much anymore....
I'm also firmly against same sex marriage. It sends signals to the young people that these infertile relationships offer the same fulfillment in reality as one that can has children. And they just can't. It's a lie to deceive young people. Get the civil unions for the legal stuff, fine. But changing the meaning of marriage to negate the fact that it leads to the optimal reason for marriage? And suppress the votes of millions to do it? Wickedness. I cannot abide that.
Yeah, there's too many people who are too "into" themselves.
About halfway through the whole thing I are more religious and that was also helpful in phasing it down. Some people make it their religion. "I must be trans and that will make everything okay." That's different form: "This is forbidden by the Laws, and my punishment may be great or small, and it may be in the next world or in this one." And kinda realizing there's a lot of little (and not so little) punishments that do result in this one. I'm still paying for them in one way or another.
(Mostly because that since it was my main erotic trigger, I have trouble getting aroused without it, even today. That's a punishment.)
Thanks for sharing. I've never had gender dysphoria so I try to educate myself on the plight these people have, particularly since they want to encroach into other's rights and have access to educating children. Reading about autogynephelia (AGP) was very eye opening, it explained a lot of the fetishization and helped me understand why some people dressed and acted in a way that wasn't particularly female, but more of the blackface version of female that used to be comedic or self-empowering with the crossdressing community. There's definitely a difference between identifying as a woman in a man's body and feeling sexual gratification by being a little girl or wearing girl clothes both in and out of the bedroom. The trans community hates talking about AGP because there's likely a large number of people in their community that can be written off as having AGP, and there seems to be a correlation between AGP and being either too sexualized as a child or outright sexually abused.
Yeah, though drag queens are more the "gay man impersonating women" who really go over-the-top garish. Some trans are like that too, don't get me wrong. Though "supposedly" they aren't. But that depends on who you talk to.
Once when I was still active in the scene I got an outfit from the gap. I went to one of the nightlife clubs in this outfit, which included women's pants and tennis shoes. I was going low-key. One of the trannies confronted me. "Why are you dressed like that? Don't you have a dress? Pantyhose? High heels?"
And I was like: "Real women don't always wear those, why should I?"
I still dressed in when I had only one daughter. I'd wait until she was asleep and do my thing. It was ironic when she woke up to go to the bathroom and needed help, and I had to change out in record speed. And a thought came to my head: "When I was a teenager, I hid this from my parents. Now I'm hiding it from my children? WTF?"
My second daughter... well, new child exhaustion and all that, and ... just no more time. And then no more desire to do so. It's kind of eerie, but it happened.
I think you're right. They could so angry with being accused of autogynphelia, though like I said, I found that interpretation liberating.
I really worry -- well, I wonder what would have happened to me if I was dealing with these issues like -- I mean, I had the impulses back when I was a teenager. I'd go to the college library and read about them. My High School wasn't cheerleading how wonderful it would be to get a sex change back then. Now they are. I worry what would have happened if I was a teen today.
I'm glad the gays are actually seeing throught this trans agenda BS. Very very few people are actually trans, as it's a diagnosable medical condition backed with MRI brain scans. However, this weird agenda fetish shit shouldn't be roped in with LGB. Hell, trans shouldn't be in LGB because it's not a sexuality. If you want to see sane gays, look up LGBdroptheT or RightwingLGB. Happy to be part of that freedom loving walkaway movent from the lgbtlmnop crowd
Not my problem If you want to feel that way. Sexuality has nothing to do with your sanity. Unfortunately the gays were lead by the psyco femenists so the majority are just as annoying and see themselves as a victim. The gays you don't hear from and don't see are the normal ones. The ones that don't go to pride because they don't want to see degenerate behavior, the ones that are pro second amendment, and more importantly the ones that are sensable, are the ones you don't hear from because either A) they don't want to deal with a pink haired lynch mob or B) aren't put on Tv because they're not nutbag democrats who want to inject hormones into kids.
Let's make this clear, no real LGB person wants pedos under our umbrella. They are trying to self impose themselves because they think they'll get acceptance and protection. The only people accepting them are the nonbianary, fake tranny, weirdos who get a boner wearing a bra.
Trans people are in hot shit now with real gays because the trans people keep trying to rewrite history to make themselves seem more relevant. They also were the ones to start accepting all the weirdos. They are the ones starting this whole "change your sexuality to like my girlcock" conversion therapy bullshit because they're angry that nobody wants to fuck them because gay men aren't interested in "masculine presenting vaginas" and lesbians are disgusted by girldick. The real mistake was accepting gender idiologues into a group of people who have no choice over their sexuality.
There's a growing number of right wing gays that just want a normal life. They want a family that is raised with normal expectations (ie girls in dance classes and boys in sports), They want their gun rights protected, they don't want their paychecks stolen from them under the guise of taxation, and they just want to be left alone with their family. This is happening now because FINALLY femenists and weird fetish groups are losing their grip and people are slowly realizing that gay isn't a personality trait and that you're not a victim because that one bakery won't stick two men on your wedding cake for you
This became especially clear, when LGBTQ became LGBTQIAP: which was always the unconscious attractor for this death cult. The movement is a sterile social cancer, exploitative of mental illness, and it's progressing. Anti-life: all of it. Once the rabidness has died down (literally sometimes), it just becomes miserable to watch, disgusting at times, but usually just sad. Adherents comprise the portion of humanity - our brothers and sisters - that failed to even attempt the call to co-create... and in return for nothing, or for less-than-nothing: for literal and psychic pain, for lonliness, for lack of generation.
The Slippery Slope: A Trip Down The Well Of Incoherence. [Meta: Tables and superscripts don't work here, so ... I tried.]
Churn | When | The Slide | The Clarion Call
LGB(T) | 1995 | Tolerance | Bigot!
LGB(T) | 2005 | Equality | Bigot!
LGB(T)Q | 2010 | Marriage | Bigot!
LG(B)TQI | 2013 | No Gay Agenda | Bigot!
LG(B)TQIA | 2014 | Pronouns Or Jail | Bigot!
LG(B)TQIA | 2015 | Cake Or Ruin | Bigot!
LG(B)TQIAP | 2016 | Girls Don't Sport Sans Trans | Bigot!
(L)G(B)TQIAP | 2017 | Lesbians Must Date SJW Men Too | Bigot!
It looks to me, like kids are the new women, to this sad gross predatory sick sucky SJW crew ... It took 25 years - roughly one generation - to get from "the gov't should stay out of my poody bedroom" to "it's Ok to f*ck kids". ANTI. LIFE.
It will get worse, because fools don't listen to sense.
Notice how they never try to look like a normal man or woman? It's always an extreme caricature. This man looks like a 47 year old woman...if that woman was a prostitute hooking on a street corner.
I'm just gonna keep using my Lefty accounts to push the conspiracy that transgenderism is just a white male plot to take over the [email protected]&++ community.
One on the bottom: why do they look always look undetermined in what sex they are? Isnt the whole point to look act and basically become the opposite? After they transition, I always think they look like they stopped halfway.
LGB I don't really care about, just don't pester me about it, same with other straight people. I don't want to hear about some slag you hooked up with after the party, and I equally don't want to hear about some dude socking some other dude in the brown eye. Q I think is pretty much the same as LGB, or is there some bizarre difference we're supposed to recognize? Whatever. Do your thing, stick it where it feels good, just keep it to yourself. Now the "T" part of LGBTQ, THAT is some mental illness manifesting itself. That's one of the drawbacks to having dismantled the state mental hospital systems. The "T" people need help.
She was really ugly, that means she worked in his government. One of the worst ever Secretary of State, until the brain-damaged Side of Beef would appear later.
I used to be trans. Or at least a crossdresser. I stopped. (That's significant. They said I wouldn't be able to.)
Wanna know why they "look younger"? (At least, in their own imaginations?)
Because.... they dress as the girls they wanted to be when they first got aroused by the idea. Which was probably when they were starting puberty.
Ever see a 50 year old man dressing like a 16 year old girl? Better yet, a 16 year old girl from the day when HE was 16?
A lot of 50 year old trans would "pass" better if they dressed like a 50 year old woman. But nooo, that wouldn't be sexy enough.
I dunno why the downvotes. People who escape the infertility cult with their brain intact should be welcomed here. I’m sorry you went through that.
I got downvotes? Seems to be doing okay. Maybe a few here and there, but looks like I'm up to 16 now.
You know, it was a gradual thing, really.
I didn't go the transsexual route originally because I didn't want to make changes to my body I could regret later. Heck, I hate tattoos for this reason.
I figured I'd go far enough to make the pain stop. Occasional crossdressing was enough.
Years later, I had a therapist who tried to push me to go farther. That gave me a stronger hit of dysphoria than any other time of my life.
And after I got married and had my second daughter... a lot of the desire just... went away.
I also learned about the idea of Autogynphelia which is taboo in the trans circles. It means a man who gets aroused by the idea of becoming a woman, a sort of fetish. It sounds sick on one hand. But which is easier to deal being a man with a certain fetish than a "woman trapped in a man's body." Okay, so I liked dressing as a woman whereas other men liked redheads with ponytails. Whatever.
Maybe I'm getting older, or maybe its being a father. My sex drive dropped a bit, which brings other problems. But a lot of things I found repulsive about myself just don't bother me as much anymore....
I'm also firmly against same sex marriage. It sends signals to the young people that these infertile relationships offer the same fulfillment in reality as one that can has children. And they just can't. It's a lie to deceive young people. Get the civil unions for the legal stuff, fine. But changing the meaning of marriage to negate the fact that it leads to the optimal reason for marriage? And suppress the votes of millions to do it? Wickedness. I cannot abide that.
Yeah, there's too many people who are too "into" themselves.
About halfway through the whole thing I are more religious and that was also helpful in phasing it down. Some people make it their religion. "I must be trans and that will make everything okay." That's different form: "This is forbidden by the Laws, and my punishment may be great or small, and it may be in the next world or in this one." And kinda realizing there's a lot of little (and not so little) punishments that do result in this one. I'm still paying for them in one way or another.
(Mostly because that since it was my main erotic trigger, I have trouble getting aroused without it, even today. That's a punishment.)
Just wanted to thank you for sharing your experience.
Thanks for sharing. I've never had gender dysphoria so I try to educate myself on the plight these people have, particularly since they want to encroach into other's rights and have access to educating children. Reading about autogynephelia (AGP) was very eye opening, it explained a lot of the fetishization and helped me understand why some people dressed and acted in a way that wasn't particularly female, but more of the blackface version of female that used to be comedic or self-empowering with the crossdressing community. There's definitely a difference between identifying as a woman in a man's body and feeling sexual gratification by being a little girl or wearing girl clothes both in and out of the bedroom. The trans community hates talking about AGP because there's likely a large number of people in their community that can be written off as having AGP, and there seems to be a correlation between AGP and being either too sexualized as a child or outright sexually abused.
Glad to hear you're in a good place.
Yeah, though drag queens are more the "gay man impersonating women" who really go over-the-top garish. Some trans are like that too, don't get me wrong. Though "supposedly" they aren't. But that depends on who you talk to.
Once when I was still active in the scene I got an outfit from the gap. I went to one of the nightlife clubs in this outfit, which included women's pants and tennis shoes. I was going low-key. One of the trannies confronted me. "Why are you dressed like that? Don't you have a dress? Pantyhose? High heels?"
And I was like: "Real women don't always wear those, why should I?"
My brother is way into crossdressign, and tran rights. (fake twitter handle and more) I hope he outgrows not that he has a 4 year old
I still dressed in when I had only one daughter. I'd wait until she was asleep and do my thing. It was ironic when she woke up to go to the bathroom and needed help, and I had to change out in record speed. And a thought came to my head: "When I was a teenager, I hid this from my parents. Now I'm hiding it from my children? WTF?"
My second daughter... well, new child exhaustion and all that, and ... just no more time. And then no more desire to do so. It's kind of eerie, but it happened.
Many trans people just have autogynephilia.
They are sexually aroused by imagining themselves as women. It’s pretty well documented.
They used to just be content cross dressing. Now the trans cult pushes them all to transition.
I think you're right. They could so angry with being accused of autogynphelia, though like I said, I found that interpretation liberating.
I really worry -- well, I wonder what would have happened to me if I was dealing with these issues like -- I mean, I had the impulses back when I was a teenager. I'd go to the college library and read about them. My High School wasn't cheerleading how wonderful it would be to get a sex change back then. Now they are. I worry what would have happened if I was a teen today.
The higher their numbers of transitions the more legitimate they think it makes them.
Wife and I are kinky and have a few fetishes, cant judge! Kudos to you for not letting one publicly take over your life.
This is a great point. I presume lots of us here have open-minded/explorative minds but don’t feel the need to be 100% identified by it.
Makes me never want to rent a room again.
Katie Hill's bare skank ass make me throw towels on every chair now.
Makes me wonder if that's Bill Gates' "wife."
I see the resemblance.
https://i.imgur.com/wrvfn3M.png
Lol she's got more of manjaw than the guy in a dress.
I legit am contemplating a new cleaning regiment when on the road. I always remove the top comforter, but I didnt know I needed to burn it?!
I'm glad the gays are actually seeing throught this trans agenda BS. Very very few people are actually trans, as it's a diagnosable medical condition backed with MRI brain scans. However, this weird agenda fetish shit shouldn't be roped in with LGB. Hell, trans shouldn't be in LGB because it's not a sexuality. If you want to see sane gays, look up LGBdroptheT or RightwingLGB. Happy to be part of that freedom loving walkaway movent from the lgbtlmnop crowd
You and me both
Bullshit. The lgb lead the way for the t and p. Its all mental illness
Not my problem If you want to feel that way. Sexuality has nothing to do with your sanity. Unfortunately the gays were lead by the psyco femenists so the majority are just as annoying and see themselves as a victim. The gays you don't hear from and don't see are the normal ones. The ones that don't go to pride because they don't want to see degenerate behavior, the ones that are pro second amendment, and more importantly the ones that are sensable, are the ones you don't hear from because either A) they don't want to deal with a pink haired lynch mob or B) aren't put on Tv because they're not nutbag democrats who want to inject hormones into kids.
Let's make this clear, no real LGB person wants pedos under our umbrella. They are trying to self impose themselves because they think they'll get acceptance and protection. The only people accepting them are the nonbianary, fake tranny, weirdos who get a boner wearing a bra.
Trans people are in hot shit now with real gays because the trans people keep trying to rewrite history to make themselves seem more relevant. They also were the ones to start accepting all the weirdos. They are the ones starting this whole "change your sexuality to like my girlcock" conversion therapy bullshit because they're angry that nobody wants to fuck them because gay men aren't interested in "masculine presenting vaginas" and lesbians are disgusted by girldick. The real mistake was accepting gender idiologues into a group of people who have no choice over their sexuality.
There's a growing number of right wing gays that just want a normal life. They want a family that is raised with normal expectations (ie girls in dance classes and boys in sports), They want their gun rights protected, they don't want their paychecks stolen from them under the guise of taxation, and they just want to be left alone with their family. This is happening now because FINALLY femenists and weird fetish groups are losing their grip and people are slowly realizing that gay isn't a personality trait and that you're not a victim because that one bakery won't stick two men on your wedding cake for you
I’m one of the gays you’re describing, thank you
https://thedonald.win/p/FMcBRgIS/x/c/11PVkQ95sp
This became especially clear, when LGBTQ became LGBTQIAP: which was always the unconscious attractor for this death cult. The movement is a sterile social cancer, exploitative of mental illness, and it's progressing. Anti-life: all of it. Once the rabidness has died down (literally sometimes), it just becomes miserable to watch, disgusting at times, but usually just sad. Adherents comprise the portion of humanity - our brothers and sisters - that failed to even attempt the call to co-create... and in return for nothing, or for less-than-nothing: for literal and psychic pain, for lonliness, for lack of generation.
The Slippery Slope: A Trip Down The Well Of Incoherence. [Meta: Tables and superscripts don't work here, so ... I tried.]
Churn | When | The Slide | The Clarion Call
LGB(T) |
1995| Tolerance | Bigot!LGB(T) |
2005| Equality | Bigot!LGB(T)Q |
2010| Marriage | Bigot!LG(B)TQI |
2013| No Gay Agenda | Bigot!LG(B)TQIA |
2014| Pronouns Or Jail | Bigot!LG(B)TQIA |
2015| Cake Or Ruin | Bigot!LG(B)TQIAP |
2016| Girls Don't Sport Sans Trans | Bigot!(L)G(B)TQIAP |
2017| Lesbians Must Date SJW Men Too | Bigot!(
TERF)G(B)TQIAP |2018| Wax His Balls | Bigot!(
TERF)G(B)TQIAP |2019| Chemically Transitioning Kids | Bigot!(
TERF)G(B)TQIAP |2020| Netflix Top At 10 | Bigot!It looks to me, like kids are the new women, to this sad gross predatory sick sucky SJW crew ... It took 25 years - roughly one generation - to get from "the gov't should stay out of my poody bedroom" to "it's Ok to f*ck kids". ANTI. LIFE.
It will get worse, because fools don't listen to sense.
Every day is fucking Halloween with these sorry fux.
But instead of candy they get suicide and aids.
If he's trolling, he's a god tier troll. If he's serious, there's a few problems here.
Notice how they never try to look like a normal man or woman? It's always an extreme caricature. This man looks like a 47 year old woman...if that woman was a prostitute hooking on a street corner.
It's overwhelmingly just them trying to live out the sexual fantasy of being a chick in a bad porno.
It's a dress up character.
...outside an urban WalGreen's.
In Portland, OR...
I'm just gonna keep using my Lefty accounts to push the conspiracy that transgenderism is just a white male plot to take over the [email protected]&++ community.
You better have some disabled black Muslim persona if you want to push that narrative lol. Otherwise, they'll eat you alive.
yt tryna kill off the other races by getting them to take away their fertility!!!! new eugenics!!!!
And my axe.
LGBTQ is code for: RETARD
"We vampires"
Well, I'm sure they'd drink the blood of children if they could find a source and get away with it.
One on the bottom: why do they look always look undetermined in what sex they are? Isnt the whole point to look act and basically become the opposite? After they transition, I always think they look like they stopped halfway.
LGB I don't really care about, just don't pester me about it, same with other straight people. I don't want to hear about some slag you hooked up with after the party, and I equally don't want to hear about some dude socking some other dude in the brown eye. Q I think is pretty much the same as LGB, or is there some bizarre difference we're supposed to recognize? Whatever. Do your thing, stick it where it feels good, just keep it to yourself. Now the "T" part of LGBTQ, THAT is some mental illness manifesting itself. That's one of the drawbacks to having dismantled the state mental hospital systems. The "T" people need help.
If we didn’t know any better, you’d think they were master-trolling instead of mass-delusion..
Username checks out
Gay straight whatever. Do you want to see China fall? Then get in here big guy!
People that claim to look younger than they are can all just fuck off.
It's another term for pedophilia.
Hahaha 47 and uglier than 3 day old chinese leftovers.........maybe a bit more rouge will help?
"we vampires" Definitely a drain.
At least Tranny Devito is dressing better than it used to.
He’s almost 50 years old, dressing up in fishnets and acting like a trendy kid.
Get your shit together, dude.
47 going on 65, maybe.
LGBTQP
"Young" is not the word I would use.
Vampires?
Might be true.
That dude definitely can't see what he looks like in the mirror.
It's Madeleine Albright?
She served under Bill Clinton in the 1990s.
She was really ugly, that means she worked in his government. One of the worst ever Secretary of State, until the brain-damaged Side of Beef would appear later.
Straddlin’ Madeline
Troll account. Right? RIGHT??
Reminds me of this dude.
Elizabeth Warren?
Nellie Ohr.
Dysphoria
Bitch you look 147
I'd tend to say it's more of a specialty than an synonym
Claims to be attractive
Me: You're not Joe Exotic!
Why did I have to look at this? Some of us need to still work, you know. Now I have to wash my eyes with koi pond cleaner.