With the fact none of my friends are based and would demand my death for my stance as I'm born and raised in blue illinois, alongside my crippling depression making it incredibly difficult to get close to me, i have no true friends and henceforth have nothing to lose when I shitpost. My friends list has shrunk vastly since I found my way.
I certainly know where I stand as of now and regardless of who leaves me behind or whatever is said about me i've yet to be deterred. Funnily enough I tend to seem to attract people with full on TDS and my brother jokes its because i don't look the part of a Trump supporter. Not sure what he means by that or what people expect a Trump supporter to look like but i guess its a good thing as i can drop stealthy red pills.
Hey I'm in the exact same boat. Suffer from extreme anxiety thanks to a bunch of nonsense that happened in my 20s. Hard for me to make friends, and since I'm pretty much at the point of being blackpilled, I find it hard to make any sort of inroads to any groups which lean left. Their nonsense just sickens me and I don't want to be around it, especially if I'm trying to unwind and have fun.
It's a lonely world. I lost my gaming friends and several close friends thanks to TDS. Have seriously been looking to get into more singular hobbies, like woodcutting and gardening rather than deal with lefty gamer friends anymore.
That's rough, I'm sorry to hear that friend. I would be able to coexist with them easily were it not for the toxicity and always seeming to go out of Their way to make people feel uncomfortable/bad. I've only been a Trump supporter a couple years...was big into Bernie before then. Mostly because he was talked about a lot here...i was probably 17 or 18 or so then and am 22 now so i was fairly impressionable and I had a dramatic "meltdown" over him not winning. When i actually got involved i switched sides fairly quickly and began to realize all the hateful posts online from friends and even some family were basically directed at me. It does have a way to make you feel lonely. I've always had depression and I have had traumatic experiences and while in some ways just being on the side I'm on has put me through the mental ringer as I've come to terms with the fact people who'd known me for years and everyone who'd alway sworn up and down that I'm a nice guy would label me a Nazi now, i love being a part of all this and I love being on here as i know better than to think we're any hate group. It's hard but we're not alone.
With the fact none of my friends are based and would demand my death for my stance as I'm born and raised in blue illinois, alongside my crippling depression making it incredibly difficult to get close to me, i have no true friends and henceforth have nothing to lose when I shitpost. My friends list has shrunk vastly since I found my way.
I certainly know where I stand as of now and regardless of who leaves me behind or whatever is said about me i've yet to be deterred. Funnily enough I tend to seem to attract people with full on TDS and my brother jokes its because i don't look the part of a Trump supporter. Not sure what he means by that or what people expect a Trump supporter to look like but i guess its a good thing as i can drop stealthy red pills.
I'm your twin in Los Angeles
Hey I'm in the exact same boat. Suffer from extreme anxiety thanks to a bunch of nonsense that happened in my 20s. Hard for me to make friends, and since I'm pretty much at the point of being blackpilled, I find it hard to make any sort of inroads to any groups which lean left. Their nonsense just sickens me and I don't want to be around it, especially if I'm trying to unwind and have fun.
It's a lonely world. I lost my gaming friends and several close friends thanks to TDS. Have seriously been looking to get into more singular hobbies, like woodcutting and gardening rather than deal with lefty gamer friends anymore.
That's rough, I'm sorry to hear that friend. I would be able to coexist with them easily were it not for the toxicity and always seeming to go out of Their way to make people feel uncomfortable/bad. I've only been a Trump supporter a couple years...was big into Bernie before then. Mostly because he was talked about a lot here...i was probably 17 or 18 or so then and am 22 now so i was fairly impressionable and I had a dramatic "meltdown" over him not winning. When i actually got involved i switched sides fairly quickly and began to realize all the hateful posts online from friends and even some family were basically directed at me. It does have a way to make you feel lonely. I've always had depression and I have had traumatic experiences and while in some ways just being on the side I'm on has put me through the mental ringer as I've come to terms with the fact people who'd known me for years and everyone who'd alway sworn up and down that I'm a nice guy would label me a Nazi now, i love being a part of all this and I love being on here as i know better than to think we're any hate group. It's hard but we're not alone.