Is it wrong that I feel bliss, peace, joy, elation and purity flood my being at the thought of bringing these demonic filth to heel before the righteous like the dogs that they are and letting The Judgement of the one true God of man fall upon them, that their anguished screams would be like music to the ears of the Righteous, is this wrong of me? is my perception warped because of what happened to me and my autism?
Is it wrong that you feel this way? In short, no. There is a certain schadenfreude that comes from justice, true justice. That you feel this way is not evil, at least not as evil as you're worried about.
Is your perception warped? Almost certainly. But that doesnt invalidate what you feel. It's a warped perception because it's one most of us can't share. We dont have the personal experience you do. You are better equipped to identify and pass judgement because you know what it's like to be victimized.
Ultimately though, my words, or anyone else aren't going to give you the relief you are looking for. If you are worried about what you're feeling, take it to God. Prayer is a indespensible tool. Ask him about what you're feeling, work through what you're experiencing. God is very interested in your life, and helping you conduct yourself well in this world. If you've never had a chat with the almighty before, just do it. Throw your feelings and words out there. Ask questions, and listen for the answers. Let me know if that helps.
I feel you.
I really do.
We are capable of horrific terrible things.
Some people choose to do good. Many choose to do evil. News doesnt help, either. A negative bias is good for business. If you turn to outside sources, you will always see the anger, the hate, the evil. You will stare at the face of the devil.
Aside from that though, are the
Part of being here is to find the good.
If you can't find any good around you, then you have a responsibility to create it.
If you've never created something you feel is good before, then do just one something nice for someone else today. Big or small, it will be something good, and you'll have make a small, good difference in the world today.
Maybe I'm missing your main concern, but I'm glad to talk to you. :)
Is it wrong that I feel bliss, peace, joy, elation and purity flood my being at the thought of bringing these demonic filth to heel before the righteous like the dogs that they are and letting The Judgement of the one true God of man fall upon them, that their anguished screams would be like music to the ears of the Righteous, is this wrong of me? is my perception warped because of what happened to me and my autism?
Is it wrong that you feel this way? In short, no. There is a certain schadenfreude that comes from justice, true justice. That you feel this way is not evil, at least not as evil as you're worried about.
Is your perception warped? Almost certainly. But that doesnt invalidate what you feel. It's a warped perception because it's one most of us can't share. We dont have the personal experience you do. You are better equipped to identify and pass judgement because you know what it's like to be victimized.
Ultimately though, my words, or anyone else aren't going to give you the relief you are looking for. If you are worried about what you're feeling, take it to God. Prayer is a indespensible tool. Ask him about what you're feeling, work through what you're experiencing. God is very interested in your life, and helping you conduct yourself well in this world. If you've never had a chat with the almighty before, just do it. Throw your feelings and words out there. Ask questions, and listen for the answers. Let me know if that helps.
I feel you. I really do. We are capable of horrific terrible things. Some people choose to do good. Many choose to do evil. News doesnt help, either. A negative bias is good for business. If you turn to outside sources, you will always see the anger, the hate, the evil. You will stare at the face of the devil. Aside from that though, are the
Part of being here is to find the good.
If you can't find any good around you, then you have a responsibility to create it.
If you've never created something you feel is good before, then do just one something nice for someone else today. Big or small, it will be something good, and you'll have make a small, good difference in the world today. Maybe I'm missing your main concern, but I'm glad to talk to you. :)
wishing death on pedos is a totally normal reaction...