Yeah... been flailing against the machine for four years now and I think it's just giving me super high blood pressure and so many sleepless nights on the way to an early grave even if I don't get killed for wrongthink.

I have so many notes and research and... I dunno my mind has been a hurricane of brainstorms about how I could communicate this stuff... most days at work, I'm mostly absent minded thinking or trying not to think about this and other awful stuff. Before you learn the enormity of what can be completely blocked from television and newspapers, most people would never imagine... As a kid and even into undergrad I'd devour newspapers most every day... now if I look at a newspaper I usually find something that makes me sick and literally hurts my heart. The TV is even worse. The idiot tube's reign of terror has gone so far... the farmer who invented the cathode ray tube thought it would bring world peace. Aw well.

At the vet clinic I work at, today I learned that we still haven't gotten shipments that should have arrived 3 weeks ago because the warehouse is in Seattle and no one wants to intrude on Durkan's Summer of Love because if the game is to be dragged from your vehicle and beaten or shot maybe to death or try to drive away from an attempted murder and be threatened with the death penalty, the only winning move is not to play. But our space to not be forced into this torture porn scenario is shrinking so fast that if the climate scammers thought it was an ice cap they'd die from the orgasms.

A few years ago I got not sober to be able to tell my parents about stuff like what happened to me personally, some friends I've had, and generally about rape being used systematically as a political tool for blackmail, domination, humiliation and so on. They basically just pretended I never said it afterward, and it's not like I'd know what to say. My dad follows things pretty closely but lately my mom has been watching Tucker especially and so they would've seen his coverage of Ghislaine Maxwell so hopefully something good can come of it.

Really need a support group for dealing with knowing horrible stuff, lost my voat account a long time ago... anyone dealing with this and wanna chat about it or chat about nice things or watch movies or play games over the internet with someone dealing with it feel free to PM me.

Really? It didn't happen at that pizzeria? In fact it did. And at the Pegasus museum. And at Pronto pizza. None of that was bullshit!

Nice try James "Loves Kids" Alefantis

Nah it did.

No one ever doubted. They just tried to cover.

NXIVM - globally organized sex cult where the leader was found to have child porn and ran a day care...