Hey guys. I'm mostly a lurker aside from one post I made, but I feel like I need to talk. I have been an all day everyday pot smoker pretty much since I got out of the Marine Corp Reserve in 2014 from a pretty debilitating foot injury; with a few unsuccessful attempts to quit. I haven't smoked since Saturday at this point but I really think the long term overuse has messed with my head. Between that and the current state of the world I'm having a hard time believing that we can win the November and while I don't exactly feel suicidal, I am definitely feeling depressed. I'm irritated and everything and everyone. I hate feeling this way constantly and I don't want to try to bury myself in drink or drugs. I'm not looking for sympathy, my problems are of my own making. I am just looking for some words of encouragement and perhaps your prayers....I suppose you could say I'm slowly and shakily rediscovering my spirituality.