Hey guys. I'm mostly a lurker aside from one post I made, but I feel like I need to talk. I have been an all day everyday pot smoker pretty much since I got out of the Marine Corp Reserve in 2014 from a pretty debilitating foot injury; with a few unsuccessful attempts to quit. I haven't smoked since Saturday at this point but I really think the long term overuse has messed with my head. Between that and the current state of the world I'm having a hard time believing that we can win the November and while I don't exactly feel suicidal, I am definitely feeling depressed. I'm irritated and everything and everyone. I hate feeling this way constantly and I don't want to try to bury myself in drink or drugs. I'm not looking for sympathy, my problems are of my own making. I am just looking for some words of encouragement and perhaps your prayers....I suppose you could say I'm slowly and shakily rediscovering my spirituality.
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I think this is exactly what I'll do. I feel bad for feeling bad in front of my old lady. Feel like I'm making her life harder. Mayhaps a couple days alone fishing in the woods nearby will help.
I just got back from a 2 days away trip. Feel amazing. My wife is going on a girls trip to a lake house for the weekend so she can hit the reset button also. We do this every 6 months or so. Little time away from each other is a great reminder of why you want to be together also.
That is a really good point. My dad invited me to shoot trap tonight too. Guess I know what I am doing after work.
There you go. I just got a UTS 15 that I want to trap shoot with.....just to do it. Go blow off some stress, bud.