I got out of the Navy in 2008.
I started dealing with my friends killing themselves off before I got my honorable.
I had more than enough after I was discharged.
After losing friends while active, and after they got out to suicide I swore I would keep living to honor them and live the lives they couldn't.
It is getting more difficult everyday. I'm feeling PHYSICAL PAIN from the fact that I can see data and patterns while the entire world is just giving into feelings and forgetting what happened 5 minutes ago.
I'm in the works of getting my VA disability increased because of this and extra therapy sessions, but all I get is platitudes and "just go along with it, you need your job" kind of shit.
I am SOOOOOOOO fed up with it. SOOOOOOOOOOOOO FUCKING FED UP WITH IT.
If I were not a man of my word, I would not be here right now. I am a man of my word and I will be here until the bitter end.
I can’t begin to imagine what you went through during your service or losing your friends. Please know though you’re not alone in your beliefs or feelings of absolute frustration with the brainwashed masses. It is agonizing to watch everything be infested with this leftist BS and not being able to escape it. I am so grateful for this place because it shows us we are not alone. I promise you that there are people nearby who feel the same way you do. Sending you strength and love, pede 🙏🏻🇺🇸
Thank you