I get where you're coming from, but I don't think my faith is blind. I've read the whole Bible extensively, even as far as to look into the Hebrew and Greek. The laws and history make logical, rational sense to me, and the parts I don't understand are either obscure references to old prophecies, or perhaps haven't yet come to pass. I've also experienced miracles, and know of friends and family who have too. There's also near-death accounts, and idk if this would even help you at all, but Mark Taylor prophesied Trump's election before he even ran. I suppose you do have to at least believe that the Bible IS historical record, and that the events in it occurred, even the miraculous ones, even the fact that prophecies written in the Old Testament came to pass in the New. But I also see God's hand in the way that the earth itself functions, in every strand of coded DNA. Do you believe in evolution? Because that is a huge leap of faith in itself.

I also think that it's one of the best handbooks for morality you could ever find. Simply to want to follow its guidelines would show enough belief. This notion of having to "believe in belief itself" before you can know God is making it into some miracle you must perform without help, obscuring the reality of how easy it is to actually trust in a higher power. It's NOT on the same level of believing in the tooth fairy, God exists whether you believe He does or not. You either trust in His commandments and Jesus's words and have faith enough to follow their command, or you don't.

For unbelievers to put the burden of proof on the believer, is merely shifting the responsibility from themselves. You either find enough faith to follow His code for living a good life, or you have enough faith in the middle of some dark night to ask Him directly to open your heart to it.... Or you don't. It's not on me to prove the ever-living God exists. He just does, with or without your faith.