I was raised "colorblind", and that lasted until my last year of school when I was transferred from a suburban school to an inner-city school. I started noticing the differences when someone would ask "What do you want to be when you grow up", and maybe half the black females would answer "I'm going to have a bunch of kids and go on welfare." The first time I heard that said out loud, my eyes nearly popped out of their sockets with shock.
But here I am, still doing my damndest to be "colorblind"... and that only works if blacks are willing to participate in a "colorblind" society. But the more time goes by, the more they self-segregate.
Nowadays, so many blacks have given up on the idea of "colorblindness" that you would have to be stupid to run around acting like Polyanna, like race doesn't matter. Regardless of your own personal values, race does matter... because it matters to them. So they are going to act like it even if you don't.
If you don't see race, and then get punched out by a racist black male, well it doesnt really matter if YOU aint racist. You still got punched.... and you would have been better off if you were slightly racist because you wouldn't have turned your back on the black guy.
I have gone over the years from not caring at all.... to being mildly suspicious... to now never turning my back on a black person, and giving a WIDE berth to them when I pass in a store or on the street.
I'm well aware that over 50% of blacks are like me, they basically don't really care. But if I run around trusting all blacks because half of them are well-meaning, that's how you get sucker punched or shot.
I don't care anymore about this black/white shit. If blacks want to go back to "colorblind", THEY have to fix it this time. We non-black americans have bent over backwards to make everybody happy and make everything fair. Yet again they shit all over it. I'm done. As a group they have made almost no effort to integrate themselves in a way that doesnt have them clinging on for dear life to their precious skin color. They are fucking OBSESSED with this shit. And I dont care and have never really cared. I'm not doing Dances With Racists anymore. They have proven over and over again this past 10 years or so that they are 100x more racist than I was ever raised to be. I have ZERO guilt over this shit.
If I meet a person now, I just go by my gut instinct, and to hell with ideology. Period.
I kind of have to be like this... I live in a liberal cesspool, and its getting - uh - tense up in heyah. You don't know WHO is a violent freak, they could be any color, any age (within limits).
But if I see a GROUP of people, and those people are black, I am not tempting fate just to prove i'm "not racist". Im getting the fuck away from them.
I was raised "colorblind", and that lasted until my last year of school when I was transferred from a suburban school to an inner-city school. I started noticing the differences when someone would ask "What do you want to be when you grow up", and maybe half the black females would answer "I'm going to have a bunch of kids and go on welfare." The first time I heard that said out loud, my eyes nearly popped out of their sockets with shock.
But here I am, still doing my damndest to be "colorblind"... and that only works if blacks are willing to participate in a "colorblind" society. But the more time goes by, the more they self-segregate.
Nowadays, so many blacks have given up on the idea of "colorblindness" that you would have to be stupid to run around acting like Polyanna, like race doesn't matter. Regardless of your own personal values, race does matter... because it matters to them. So they are going to act like it even if you don't.
If you don't see race, and then get punched out by a racist black male, well it doesnt really matter if YOU aint racist. You still got punched.... and you would have been better off if you were slightly racist because you wouldn't have turned your back on the black guy.
I have gone over the years from not caring at all.... to being mildly suspicious... to now never turning my back on a black person, and giving a WIDE berth to them when I pass in a store or on the street.
I'm well aware that over 50% of blacks are like me, they basically don't really care. But if I run around trusting all blacks because half of them are well-meaning, that's how you get sucker punched or shot.
I don't care anymore about this black/white shit. If blacks want to go back to "colorblind", THEY have to fix it this time. We non-black americans have bent over backwards to make everybody happy and make everything fair. Yet again they shit all over it. I'm done. As a group they have made almost no effort to integrate themselves in a way that doesnt have them clinging on for dear life to their precious skin color. They are fucking OBSESSED with this shit. And I dont care and have never really cared. I'm not doing Dances With Racists anymore. They have proven over and over again this past 10 years or so that they are 100x more racist than I was ever raised to be. I have ZERO guilt over this shit.
If I meet a person now, I just go by my gut instinct, and to hell with ideology. Period.
I kind of have to be like this... I live in a liberal cesspool, and its getting - uh - tense up in heyah. You don't know WHO is a violent freak, they could be any color, any age (within limits).
But if I see a GROUP of people, and those people are black, I am not tempting fate just to prove i'm "not racist". Im getting the fuck away from them.
Why were you transferred from a suburban school to an inner city school?
Reasons. This aint no AMA.