REJOICE !! you took the way out of that. REJOICE that you were able to save yourself as smart people do. Yes, you could have stood your ground but you would have likely ended up in a body bag, spit on and stomped on by a manic crowd. Be thankful every day that you had a safe haven . Enjoy your quiet and solitude and forget the guilt. That's just "Stinkin' Thinkin"