I am most sad about not being able to help on any meaningful level due to the label of mentally ill. I always wanted to follow in my family's footsteps and join the military, no can do. I've been in this battle for so long and lost so much, it's become wrath of heaven level shit.

Just to put a nice spin on things, without the 2A, I can't prepare like many people can. If I get a gun, it's because it's time to go to war. I don't have a gun, so things aren't that bad. Trump 2020 or the left might find out what "inalienable rights" means.