Sorry to hear that pede, but this is really a blessing in disguise. Trying to make a relationship work when you're on two completely different wavelengths is very, very difficult. Take it from someone that's been doing it for the past 10 years, and although I love her very deeply, it's a serious struggle to make even simple things work sometimes. Find yourself a good MAGA girl that loves and understands you, and everything will work out for the best in the end. Take care my dude.