Shit brought tears to my eyes. Just the emotion behind it and the fact they are being suppressed from celebrating it got to me in a really really big way...
I feel like I need to go hang out at church maybe just to be around more based individuals. Like I said I'm not a believer at all in any God good or evil, but I'm so sick of crazy brainwashed people. I've had a wild and kind of, off the wall life and somehow I ended up here. A MASSIVE Trump supporter since the beginning, who is now friendless cuz all his punk and hardcore friends from the last 30 years would rather kill me than speak rationally. The very thing that saved my life as a young homeless teenager, the music scene, has chosen to now become my mortal enemy. I just don't get that from Christians no matter how I'm dressed and believe me I look like ANTIFA because that was my music scene and still is. I'm just a silent outsider in a different city now. I'm a gigantic Death and Black Metal fan but grew up homeless and Punk. Id say 90% of ANTIFA's base is the Punk/Hardcore scene. But my politics are very different. Way more inline with the Center and Right. Unfortunately, you don't get the same kind of ferocious blunt heaviness in music from Christian rock, and that's basically my forte. Theres a few dont get me wrong, but it rarely compares to some out of control extreme brutal technical Death Metal. I experience the same emotions when i see a good band as i just got seeing that video. Yes this 6'4 225lb ex bouncer and violent street kid has cried openly, wept even, at metal shows. Music has basically been my religion my whole life. I worship sound that overwhelms you with emotion...
Athiest Death and Black Metal fan here...
Shit brought tears to my eyes. Just the emotion behind it and the fact they are being suppressed from celebrating it got to me in a really really big way...
I feel like I need to go hang out at church maybe just to be around more based individuals. Like I said I'm not a believer at all in any God good or evil, but I'm so sick of crazy brainwashed people. I've had a wild and kind of, off the wall life and somehow I ended up here. A MASSIVE Trump supporter since the beginning, who is now friendless cuz all his punk and hardcore friends from the last 30 years would rather kill me than speak rationally. The very thing that saved my life as a young homeless teenager, the music scene, has chosen to now become my mortal enemy. I just don't get that from Christians no matter how I'm dressed and believe me I look like ANTIFA because that was my music scene and still is. I'm just a silent outsider in a different city now. I'm a gigantic Death and Black Metal fan but grew up homeless and Punk. Id say 90% of ANTIFA's base is the Punk/Hardcore scene. But my politics are very different. Way more inline with the Center and Right. Unfortunately, you don't get the same kind of ferocious blunt heaviness in music from Christian rock, and that's basically my forte. Theres a few dont get me wrong, but it rarely compares to some out of control extreme brutal technical Death Metal. I experience the same emotions when i see a good band as i just got seeing that video. Yes this 6'4 225lb ex bouncer and violent street kid has cried openly, wept even, at metal shows. Music has basically been my religion my whole life. I worship sound that overwhelms you with emotion...
I wonder if a church would accept my Presence?