Yeah, you've already been red-pilled politically. Now you can take the ultimate red-pill - for God. If you're seriously interested, you can start by stating this simple little prayer (or something like it in your own words) "God, I don't know if you exist. I never believed in you, but if you are real, I want to know. Please reveal yourself to me." Just be sincere. No mocking, just you humbling yourself and asking for truth.

And then when He answers, and He will - find a bible believing church. (Sounds redundant, but a lot of churches have been infiltrated - gay pastors, etc.) You may even be surprised to find one in NYC. When you get into a good church or even bible study on your own, you will see how much of what was mentioned in the bible 2000+ years ago is happening in our world, today. If nothing else, there are tons of churches that post their services / sermons on line. Good luck, pede. It would be awesome if you find a sane conservative friend in NYC, but it would be even more awesome if you find God. :D