You can. It may be the hardest thing you've ever done, but you can. You can because you have to. It's what separates humanity from the animals the other side has become, making the choice to do something impossibly difficult, and continuing to do it until they succeed, no matter how difficult.

I feel for ya. It took me coming on here today, angry and ready to call for blood and seeing other people making the call I wasn't in the right head space to see to come back down. You can, if you choose to. Good luck my dude.