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epium [S] 5 points ago +5 / -0

Ah man. Stress, anger, anxiety. PTSD. At this point to be a able to function.

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eyerighteye 5 points ago +5 / -0

The real deal. Until this is answered nothing gets better.

Thank you for being you pede. The embodyment of the WWG1WGA spirit. We are all in this together.

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epium [S] 3 points ago +3 / -0

I went 41 days, with all the help in the world, then my friend died from fentanyl. I left out depression.

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eyerighteye 3 points ago +3 / -0

Damn. That's rough. Was your sponsor helpful? Maybe reach out again.

There are plenty of sources for the NA stepwork guide online in PDF. Maybe tomorrow grab a fresh notebook and have a good go at working through some of the first few questions. Granted I am very out of practice, but I distinctly remember that book being key to finding my true self.

Hanging around other fuck ups only solves the lonelyness issue. Looking inside and coming to terms with your existence thus far is the real path forward. Self hatered leads to the pity party and the pity party leads to more self hatred.

We cannot hide from our past, only work to reconcile it. Work your ass off if you want to live free. That little voice telling you you can't is a fucking liar.

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epium [S] 2 points ago +2 / -0

Yeah I never got a sponsor. I will respond better at another point. Thank you.