I was drinking every night for 10+ years and weed was what worked for me (and the unbearable hangovers).
You're going to need a chemical substitute that is safer. Don't "go it alone" because quite honestly everything is going to trigger your need to drink these days, there's nothing to do, no shows on TV to watch, no movies, etc. Weed however makes things more interesting so maybe read a book or learn computer programming. Half a bowl generally does it for me, I don't get too fucked up while finding things more palatable to deal with.
5th of vodka everyday.
All day?
I was drinking every night for 10+ years and weed was what worked for me (and the unbearable hangovers).
You're going to need a chemical substitute that is safer. Don't "go it alone" because quite honestly everything is going to trigger your need to drink these days, there's nothing to do, no shows on TV to watch, no movies, etc. Weed however makes things more interesting so maybe read a book or learn computer programming. Half a bowl generally does it for me, I don't get too fucked up while finding things more palatable to deal with.