It went badly because it was not your destiny to get that job. I've learned through much trial and tribulation that if a door closes, another one opens, or a window is cracked for temporary stuff. We all have times like yours. During my hardships, I never thought I'd see the end. Then years later, the end came for those sagas. I look back and now say to myself "how the hell did I live through all that?" Now I have confidence that I never had before. I have skills to help others in similar situations that had no where else to turn.

My dealings all at the same time were: abusive partner, a stalker, a real life black widow, a thief in my business (big bucks) huge IRS and state field audits, near death car accident from an asshole, and a bunch of other things.