the core message of Christ is grace. we must understand that salvation is available to us not because of actions we have taken, but because Jesus loves us so much that he was willing to lay down his life in atonement for our sins.
step 1 is confessing that He is Lord and believing in Him. From there, there is still a long road ahead modifying behaviour to be more like Him. every step of the way is exciting and worthwhile.
please reach out if I can help you on this road. it would be one of the most important things in my life and I will give it my very best.
You can be saved, and God wants it for you. I am absolutely willing to talk to you in private however long it takes to help you work through this.
here is a decent article on the topic from focus on the family: https://www.focusonthefamily.com/faith/what-must-i-do-to-be-saved/
the core message of Christ is grace. we must understand that salvation is available to us not because of actions we have taken, but because Jesus loves us so much that he was willing to lay down his life in atonement for our sins.
step 1 is confessing that He is Lord and believing in Him. From there, there is still a long road ahead modifying behaviour to be more like Him. every step of the way is exciting and worthwhile.
please reach out if I can help you on this road. it would be one of the most important things in my life and I will give it my very best.