Still got my guns
Black guy in there said Joe Biden should be in not him I told him I agree
Reason I was there is because buddy overdosed on heroin and his girlfriend who was also my ex and best friend slit her throat. She was the mother of my child.
Going to his shitbed soon and see him in the casket. He was a piece of shit, had no potential and a shell of a man. But he was my buddy.
Going to be hard seeing her at her funeral. I loved her, will always love her. Hopefully I can deal. I'm sure she will be beautiful as ever. Rest in piece Sydney.
Here was her favorite song. Hope you listen
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iOHkyZ62jjQ
Thanks for all the messages, you guys convinced me not to do it. I'm back and a shit ton of medication but I'm not craving Jack Daniels anymore. Feeling alright.
One more thing
MAGA
Dang man, I'm sorry you're going through all that right now. I'm really glad you chose not to do it, I know everything sucks right now and it's such a fragile time. I myself had a close call last week and had to also get back on meds. Not as bad as what you're going through but just saying, times are rough. We have to all stick together and support each other more than ever. Stay strong and stay on those meds, and stay away from the booze. Mental health is probably the #1 issue this country is facing right now even though no one knows it. You got this.