Still got my guns
Black guy in there said Joe Biden should be in not him I told him I agree
Reason I was there is because buddy overdosed on heroin and his girlfriend who was also my ex and best friend slit her throat. She was the mother of my child.
Going to his shitbed soon and see him in the casket. He was a piece of shit, had no potential and a shell of a man. But he was my buddy.
Going to be hard seeing her at her funeral. I loved her, will always love her. Hopefully I can deal. I'm sure she will be beautiful as ever. Rest in piece Sydney.
Here was her favorite song. Hope you listen
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iOHkyZ62jjQ
Thanks for all the messages, you guys convinced me not to do it. I'm back and a shit ton of medication but I'm not craving Jack Daniels anymore. Feeling alright.
One more thing
MAGA
Boots of Spanish Leather is one of my favorite songs too. I loved this rendition. I'm crying for you and the pain you are feeling. Please stay for us. Please stay for those who love you. We are not perfect and from time to time we will hurt you. I'm sorry that we do. But please have patience with us. There will be moments when the pain seems unbearable. Bear it anyway.
"The world breaks every one and afterward many are strong at the broken places. But those that will not break it kills. It kills the very good and the very gentle and the very brave impartially. If you are none of these you can be sure it will kill you too but there will be no special hurry."
Be strong at the broken places, my friend.