I don’t know if I’m going to transition because when you’re on the spectrum, one hidden side effect is that you may identify with the opposite gender but if you transition it may flip flop and I do not want to take that risk.

I hate my deep voice, facial/body hair, and masculine bone structure/figure the absolute most.

If I don’t transition, I may look at hair removal, certain diets/exercises to change my shape, and mild crossdressing with modest blouses, scarves, cardigans, etc. and pantsuits; while wearing makeup.