Put in the effort. "It" reaches out to you only as far as you reach out to it. If you search for God, he will find you, and you will find him.

I find this is a prime reason the left are atheists - because you have to put in the effort. They think they're "entitled" to the answers. I found God because I wanted to know, and I knew that if there was a God, that's a pretty big thing to leave out of your life. God answers; you just have to ask.

Accept that you know next to nothing about this realm. Let go and begin your search. If you truly care enough, you'll never turn back.

Also - Jesus never said to build a Church. Church is just as evil as the state. I'm not saying every Church-goer is dumb and evil, but the Church as an institution is corrupt and very dangerous.