I am praying for you. I have felt your fear and pain myself. I had a melanoma skin cancer that I caught in time thank god! I still had to go through surgery and have lymph node test to make sure it did not spread. The waiting for good or bad news is the hardest part. The stress and fear took so much out of me. I feel you and am so sorry you have to go through this. We are here for you and bless you!