Wow that sounds like a great plan for you. I hope you can keep it in your sights every day. You know there is a way to make your life better. You have that power, to set that path for yourself. You may not feel like praying, but I (and other pedes) will pray for you.

I found where I read the info about the brain chemistry test. Nutrient Power: Heal Your Biochemistry and Heal Your Brain by William Walsh PhD

Edit: Have you heard of EMDR therapy? It is so much more effective than talking therapy, there is no comparison. You can spend years talking and not see the results you can feel in 3 sessions of emdr.

Wow that sounds like a great plan for you. I hope you can keep it in your sights every day. You know there is a way to make your life better. You have that power, to set that path for yourself. You may not feel like praying, but I (and other pedes) will pray for you.

I found where I read the info about the brain chemistry test. Nutrient Power: Heal Your Biochemistry and Heal Your Brain by William Walsh PhD