Aye brother I would encourage you to learn about Jesus. I used to be super hardcore athiest. I didn't even think it was possible for me to actually believe in God existing without lying to myself but against all odds that's what ended up happening.
The bible says those who believe and accept God's son Jesus as their personal lord and savior "Abideth in the light" and let me tell you, after experiencing what abiding in the light is like, their is no going back. The bible also says people who aren't in the light, are in darkness and blind. They can't see. They dont even know what direction they are headed. Clearly your post points this out perfectly. Everyone without God eventually turns into a blind fool. You midaswell start walking down the street with a blind person stick. Wacking it against things to try to figure out where you are.
Blind people are easily taken advantage of by evil people. Jesus said to guide the blind.
I understand if youre athiest that it is really difficult to really understand even the idea of God without feeling cringy or unnatural to yourself but thats a good thing when you look back. Those are the demons in you, trying to pull you back into the darkness just like the Chelsea handler pulls 25 cent back onto the demcorat plantation. What I can tell you is that the real God won't force you into anything you dont want to do. So if you want to see what the real God is like you have to personally ask him yourself. He is everywhere all the time and has all the time in the world for you to get to know him on a personal level. He already knows you, he won't come to get to know you, he's waiting on you to already accept him and if you do he will come into your life and change it for the better. Better than ever before.
The hardest part for me and what I think is hardest for almost all athiests is the whole "well if you could show me proof he exists I would believe easily that God exists" but once you get that part figured out, and you understand that a God actually does exist, you are then able to understand that you dont actually have any control at all. You then give all the control and glory to God, the almighty. The bible says to caste all yorlur cares onto him, for he careth for you. There isn't a problem he can't solve. Thats when the party really gets started because after that. You don't have to question anything. You don't have to fear anymore except fearing the lord 🙏. Life gets exponentially easier mentally speaking. You'll be filled with the holy spirit, no joke. I thought the holy spirit was a joke 2 years ago. Its not a joke. Its a real gift from the creator himself. Its like another super power ontop of how you felt like you could read peoples minds when you got redpilled. You will be able to let go of things, you will feel disgusted when you sin and things you didn't think you could stop doing, or things that burdened your mind will suddenly be lifted away. God is great. The real God Is way better than other the other fake gods that worldly peoples invented or made up on a whim.
These days, I dont even question it. I put the almighty in control and its had to be the best thing I've ever done. Everything lines up in the world now, Just for me. The bible says people who accept Jesus and follow all his commandments are the children of the light, and the children of the day. It also says the meek shall inherit the Earth. It also says those who invest in God, God will invest in them. It also says those who fast in secret will be rewarded openly. These holy nuggets of information are priceless.
The bible has never been wrong. Even once. There isn't a single piece of contradictory information within the bible unlike the unholy, satanic quaran.
So I say unto you pede, you do not have to leave your atheism, but know thay jesus loves you and he will always accept you back and encourage you to turn from your whicked ways. If you spend time reading your bible and watching videos and educating yourself about the word of our lord and savior, you wont regret it.
Oh that and I can't forget to tell you that God's gifts are great. Not only do you get filled with the holy spirit but if you accept Jesus as your lord and savior, repent of your sins and follow his commandments, you'll be granted eternal life. Jesus said in his fathers house are many mansions. And that yours will be prepared for you just in time for when you show up. But if you continue to sin and die in your whicked ways, you'll die on this earth and you'll wake up front of the lord and he will send you off to hell where you decided you wanted to go on your own free will. You will show up to hell and you'll be cast into the lake of fire where your soul will be destroyed for eternity, never yo come back. You'll deserve it. Satan worshippers get what they deserve.
Jesus is the only way. Jesus said this himself. Catholics are burning in hell according to Jesus who is God in the flesh of a man. Catholics, most of the christains. Athiests, agnostics, Hindus. Theyre all burning in hell. Jesus said he is the only way. No one sees the father except through him. Youre good deeds vs your bad deeds isn't going to convince the alpha and the omega, Jesus Christ to let you into the fathers house. Only accepting jesus gets you in. You could have donated more money to charity than anyone else on earth and youre still going to hell unless you accept jesus. All you have to do is accept jesus and stop worshipping satan and all these beautiful things will be gifted to you free of charge. You dont even need a social security number or nothing.
Good luck on your journey friend
Aye brother I would encourage you to learn about Jesus. I used to be super hardcore athiest. I didn't even think it was possible for me to actually believe in God existing without lying to myself but against all odds that's what ended up happening.
The bible says those who believe and accept God's son Jesus as their personal lord and savior "Abideth in the light" and let me tell you, after experiencing what abiding in the light is like, their is no going back. The bible also says people who aren't in the light, are in darkness and blind. They can't see. They dont even know what direction they are headed. Clearly your post points this out perfectly. Everyone without God eventually turns into a blind fool. You midaswell start walking down the street with a blind person stick. Wacking it against things to try to figure out where you are.
Blind people are easily taken advantage of by evil people. Jesus said to guide the blind.
I understand if youre athiest that it is really difficult to really understand even the idea of God without feeling cringy or unnatural to yourself but thats a good thing when you look back. Those are the demons in you, trying to pull you back into the darkness just like the Chelsea handler pulls 25 cent back onto the demcorat plantation. What I can tell you is that the real God won't force you into anything you dont want to do. So if you want to see what the real God is like you have to personally ask him yourself. He is everywhere all the time and has all the time in the world for you to get to know him on a personal level. He already knows you, he won't come to get to know you, he's waiting on you to already accept him and if you do he will come into your life and change it for the better. Better than ever before.
The hardest part for me and what I think is hardest for almost all athiests is the whole "well if you could show me proof he exists I would believe easily that God exists" but once you get that part figured out, and you understand that a God actually does exist, you are then able to understand that you dont actually have any control at all. You then give all the control and glory to God, the almighty. The bible says to caste all yorlur cares onto him, for he careth for you. There isn't a problem he can't solve. Thats when the party really gets started because after that. You don't have to question anything. You don't have to fear anymore except fearing the lord 🙏. Life gets exponentially easier mentally speaking. You'll be filled with the holy spirit, no joke. I thought the holy spirit was a joke 2 years ago. Its not a joke. Its a real gift from the creator himself. Its like another super power ontop of how you felt like you could read peoples minds when you got redpilled. You will be able to let go of things, you will feel disgusted when you sin and things you didn't think you could stop doing, or things that burdened your mind will suddenly be lifted away. God is great. The real God Is way better than other the other fake gods that worldly peoples invented or made up on a whim.
These days, I dont even question it. I put the almighty in control and its had to be the best thing I've ever done. Everything lines up in the world now, Just for me. The bible says people who accept Jesus and follow all his commandments are the children of the light, and the children of the day. It also says the meek shall inherit the Earth. It also says those who invest in God, God will invest in them. It also says those who fast in secret will be rewarded openly. These holy nuggets of information are priceless.
The bible has never been wrong. Even once. There isn't a single piece of contradictory information within the bible unlike the unholy, satanic quaran.
So I say unto you pede, you do not have to leave your atheism, but know thay jesus loves you and he will always accept you back and encourage you to turn from your whicked ways. If you spend time reading your bible and watching videos and educating yourself about the word of our lord and savior, you wont regret it.
Oh that and I can't forget to tell you that God's gifts are great. Not only do you get filled with the holy spirit but if you accept Jesus as your lord and savior, repent of your sins and follow his commandments, you'll be granted eternal life.
Jesus is the only way. Jesus said this himself. Catholics are burning in hell according to Jesus who is God in the flesh of a man. Catholics, most of the christains. Athiests, agnostics, Hindus. Theyre all burning in hell. Jesus said he is the only way. No one sees the father except through him. Youre good deeds vs your bad deeds isn't going to convince the alpha and the omega, Jesus Christ to let you into the fathers house. Only accepting jesus gets you in. You could have donated more money to charity than anyone else on earth and youre still going to hell unless you accept jesus.
Good luck on your journey friend