I posted last night at 1 am because I couldn't sleep, hadn't done my dishes and have felt so lost with no hope.

Update: I did my dishes. I went and stocked up groceries for a few weeks. I made a very healthy pizza for my husband and I and have peanut butter cookies in the oven. We went to church for the first time in months this morning. Pastor encouraged us to journal our thoughts and feelings. Was feeling so encouraged by all the comments on my last post and someone somewhere said "work on hobbies...this is how we win". I spent the day learning a new hobby- urban organic gardening! Spent the day not talking politics, instead working on my home and my spiritual and marital health. Because that's what matters. Regardless of what happens this week, I have my health and my husband and my family.

The Lord is near to us, He will never leave his children or forsake them!

If you're feeling stressed, journal. Hunker down and spend time in the real world. Spend time with your loved ones. Learn a new hobby! Take some time off from the hopium (it's really hard I know!) You can do it. I finally did it.

It was a good day. Thanks frens.

I posted last night at 1 am because I couldn't sleep, hadn't done my dishes and have felt so lost with no hope.

Update: I did my dishes. I went and stocked up groceries for a few weeks. I made a very healthy pizza for my husband and I and have peanut butter cookies in the oven. We went to church for the first time in months this morning. Pastor encouraged us to journal our thoughts and feelings. Was feeling so encouraged by all the comments on my last post and someone somewhere said "work on hobbies...this is how we win". I spent the day learning a new hobby- urban organic gardening! Spent the day not talking politics, instead working on my home and my spiritual and marital health. Because that's what matters. Regardless of what happens this week, I have my health and my husband and my family.

The Lord is near to us, He will never leave his children or forsake them!

If you're feeling stressed, journal. Hunker down and get prepared. Spend time with your loved ones. Learn a new hobby! Take some time off from the hopium (it's really hard I know!) You can do it. I finally did it.

It was a good day. Thanks frens.