When I was 6 years old I got an autoimmune disease, it paralyzed me from my waist down if it spread to my lungs i wouldve died. They had to do a spinal tap on me to figure out what was wrong with me, if you dont know doing a spinal tap is dangerous as an adult. As a youth it can permanently disable your body. When they figured it out what was wrong they cleaned my blood with plasma pheresis machines but my body from the waist down was artified so I had to learn to walk again it took 3 months for me to learn to walk and stand. When I got sick my dad turned to drinking, which caused my parents separation. Then a few uearsater when I was 12 i enrolled in the 3016 highlanders which is a canadian army cadet core im not sure if it exists anymore there were lots of abuses and the training was extreme for youth. Like 10 km marches through snow and mountain terrain with 50kg packs on, terrible rations. the feild training exercises we would do was only practice hand to hand combat and other survival skills, that were extreme to say the least if you didn't make a good enough shelter enjoy the cold.. The news here in alberta is usually never good, wether its the economy or its a pathetic law being enacted. I lost hope a few years ago ive even attempted to take my life but the donald had supportive people with the same ideas as mine. You guys if you are still reading this saved my life and I genuinely thank you for it. Im sure I wouldnt still be here if you guys weren't there.. and im just a lurker haha. God bless you all. Have a goodnight.

edit: Your guys support in literal minutes has brought me to tears, I cant talk about this stuff to anybody in my life, im a young man, with a drunk father and a mother who doesn't give a shit.

Edit 2: Everyone here has been more supportive of everything I've been through the last 5 years of my life. You guys just understand.. if I talked to anyone else they just look at me blank eyed and tell me to get medicated, because they have no idea how im still sane.. ive lost so many friends just telling them what I've been through.. i love you guys so much!

Edit 3: The last few days have been amazing for me, ive re read all the comments you've guys made probably 20 times at least, and all I can say is I love you all. Me being canadian and so accepted here is really honoring. If there is still anyone reading this post I just want you to know that your kind words have genuinely improved my life and got me out of a very bad place.. you were there when I needed you and there's nothing other that I can say other than thank you. God bless

When I was 6 years old I got an autoimmune disease, it paralyzed me from my waist down if it spread to my lungs i wouldve died. They had to do a spinal tap on me to figure out what was wrong with me, if you dont know doing a spinal tap is dangerous as an adult. As a youth it can permanently disable your body. When they figured it out what was wrong they cleaned my blood with plasma pheresis machines but my body from the waist down was artified so I had to learn to walk again it took 3 months for me to learn to walk and stand. When I got sick my dad turned to drinking, which caused my parents separation. Then a few uearsater when I was 12 i enrolled in the 3016 highlanders which is a canadian army cadet core im not sure if it exists anymore there were lots of abuses and the training was extreme for youth. Like 10 km marches through snow and mountain terrain with 50kg packs on, terrible rations. the feild training exercises we would do was only practice hand to hand combat and other survival skills, that were extreme to say the least if you didn't make a good enough shelter enjoy the cold.. The news here in alberta is usually never good, wether its the economy or its a pathetic law being enacted. I lost hope a few years ago ive even attempted to take my life but the donald had supportive people with the same ideas as mine. You guys if you are still reading this saved my life and I genuinely thank you for it. Im sure I wouldnt still be here if you guys weren't there.. and im just a lurker haha. God bless you all. Have a goodnight.

edit: Your guys support in literal minutes has brought me to tears, I cant talk about this stuff to anybody in my life, im a young man, with a drunk father and a mother who doesn't give a shit.

Edit 2: Everyone here has been more supportive of everything I've been through the last 5 years of my life. You guys just understand.. if I talked to anyone else they just look at me blank eyed and tell me to get medicated, because they have no idea how im still sane.. ive lost so many friends just telling them what I've been through.. i love you guys so much!

When I was 6 years old I got an autoimmune disease, it paralyzed me from my waist down if it spread to my lungs i wouldve died. They had to do a spinal tap on me to figure out what was wrong with me, if you dont know doing a spinal tap is dangerous as an adult. As a youth it can permanently disable your body. When they figured it out what was wrong they cleaned my blood with plasma pheresis machines but my body from the waist down was artified so I had to learn to walk again it took 3 months for me to learn to walk and stand. When I got sick my dad turned to drinking, which caused my parents separation. Then a few uearsater when I was 12 i enrolled in the 3016 highlanders which is a canadian army cadet core im not sure if it exists anymore there were lots of abuses and the training was extreme for youth. Like 10 km marches through snow and mountain terrain with 50kg packs on, terrible rations. the feild training exercises we would do was only practice hand to hand combat and other survival skills, that were extreme to say the least if you didn't make a good enough shelter enjoy the cold.. The news here in alberta is usually never good, wether its the economy or its a pathetic law being enacted. I lost hope a few years ago ive even attempted to take my life but the donald had supportive people with the same ideas as mine. You guys if you are still reading this saved my life and I genuinely thank you for it. Im sure I wouldnt still be here if you guys weren't there.. and im just a lurker haha. God bless you all. Have a goodnight.

edit: Your guys support in literal minutes has brought me to tears, I cant talk about this stuff to anybody in my life, im a young man, with a drunk father and a mother who doesn't give a shit.

When I was 6 years old I got an autoimmune disease, it paralyzed me from my waist down if it spread to my lungs i wouldve died. They had to do a spinal tap on me to figure out what was wrong with me, if you dont know doing a spinal tap is dangerous as an adult. As a youth it can permanently disable your body. When they figured it out what was wrong they cleaned my blood with plasma pheresis machines but my body from the waist down was artified so I had to learn to walk again it took 3 months for me to learn to walk and stand. When I got sick my dad turned to drinking, which caused my parents separation. Then a few uearsater when I was 12 i enrolled in the 3016 highlanders which is a canadian army cadet core im not sure if it exists anymore there were lots of abuses and the training was extreme for youth. Like 10 km marches through snow and mountain terrain with 50kg packs on, terrible rations. the feild training exercises we would do was only practice hand to hand combat and other survival skills, that were extreme to say the least if you didn't make a good enough shelter enjoy the cold.. The news here in alberta is usually never good, wether its the economy or its a pathetic law being enacted. I lost hope a few years ago ive even attempted to take my life but the donald had supportive people with the same ideas as mine. You guys if you are still reading this saved my life and I genuinely thank you for it. Im sure I wouldnt still be here if you guys weren't there.. and im just a lurker haha. God bless you all. Have a goodnight.