Sounds like you need a little break. Time to go enjoy your family and hobbies and just step away for a few days to recover. It did me and many others I've talked to some good. It helps rejuvenate the spirit. Do some praying ask for redirection and respite. No true patriot should attack you for needing a break.
Information warfare is tough battle ground.
Rule #5:
Wear your boots and bring your jogging hammer.