Thank you for being angry, you should be angry, we are all angry. I suggest you put an ice cube on the back of your neck anytime you feel this way. I dont know why but it calms you down almost immediately. Then identify the source of your anger, so that it is not misplaced. Your family is not who you are angry with. Try to find healthy ways to express your anger, with the people who are causing it. I know this is oversimplified, it's never that easy in practice. We need to find a way to express our anger that will change things, not make them worse. Hope this helps. My prayers are with you.
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